hahaha....good mood....good mood.....

So im getting my calves on friday now! heh heh, but in the mean time i still have to clean the barn, and do a bunch of other stuff...too bad zac isnt here or else he'd be up here helping me! he doent get back until next sunday though!

anyway the CARS out here are UNBELIEVABLE! omgosh just wow....lol.And also the boys.....<<<rofl>>>

Anna--Have fun in Dayton babe! Can't wait to see you when I get back, tell me all about it!!

Anyway im out so peace!

BTW<<<WhAt WoUlD yA dO fOr A kLoNdIkE bAr?

So today i have officialy worked my ass off and my grandma did also, i spent 4 hours 45 minutes in the barn cleaning and she spent around 4 hours in there helping me. We also found a mouse nest, but lucky for us, it was only one nest. hehe. So tomorrow we have stated we are going to take place in the action of doing nothing. And then the next day i am going horseback riding with maryann and then sunday is my B-DAY!!hehe. So then on monday, i have to finish cleaning the barn and put the hydrated lime down everywhere you kill all the bacteria and then go buy some straw and put that down. After i finish that i need to finish mulking out the stall we started doing today. it's super tough its like never been cleaned out and we're talking about 9 or 10 inches of straw here and the 5-6 on the bottom are compltely compacted together so its almost impossible to get it up. But im trying! Then after i finish that i need to give the horses baths, O_o and then clean up all the saddles, and then ill be done, and ill probably feel like going riding do ill saddle up cody and take off. alright well im out, im dead tired, i have 3 blisters on the palms of my hands from today...not fun. alright
PEACE

This is a funny picture but also mean at the same time. O_o

OMGosh Lauren Elizabeth Schenir I love you!! lol. You made up the single coolest word-EVER!!! haha

last night i saw the secret window(awesome movie, OMGosh!) and also barber shop 2. Both were good, but secret window was by far better! This moring i got up and fed the animals and then we saddled up the horses. I rode cody while my uncle rode dj. We rode for about 2 hours and our goal was to find the cows, but it didnt last that long. lol. We were going to take 6 of 'em to auction today, but we're just going to let them gain more weight so we can sell them for more next week. After we got back i first gave dj a bath  and then i gave cody a bath. Then i had to go down to the barn and get them 2 flakes of alfalfa hay. After that kim and mark had gotten here so i had to get in the shower and get cleaned up. So everyone is here now;kim, mark, my uncle kenton, javier, my grandparents, scott, isaiah, erin, al, anette, debbie and angie. We're all going to the top of the hill tonight and watching fireworks!! woo woo! alright well i gotta go

OMG! WE HAVE NO COCKTAIL SHRIMP!!AHHHHH, THE WORLD HAS GONE MAD, NOT EVEN J. LOVE AND THE LIGHT FANTASTIC'S WEBSITE CAN SOLVE THIS MESS!

oh well i had hawaiian pizza the other day(:-D yay!!)

Jordan>>>>>>> HEARTS HAWAIIAN PIZZA!

So I'm loosing him....but I am not going to go back on what I told him, I think it is right....? Yes, I think it is right. You live your life the way that you want it, without any regrets. I really hope that something happens between him and christine. He likes her, she likes him. woohoo. All is right with the world.

I know I am right. I told him to go after her. I know it was the right decision 110% of the way. He likes her a lot, she likes him a lot, she's there, he's there. They are going to have one kick assin' summer!

Well as for me, I have been doing a calboration of nothing.  LOL. Well i guess i have been doing some things....I've been hanging out with Zach, but I can't this weekend now because he's going to Fresno until Monday. And I have also been talking to J. Love and the Light Fantastic (Very awesome website boys, if I do say so myself) J. Love told me that their website would only offer me a few minutes of entertainment. Little did he know that I was amused by their website for endless hours. (well, not hours, but you get the point) We're taking 8 cows to auction tomorrow! yay! no more retarded cows chasing me! haha. But you know after we sell them someone buys them and then they keep them for about 6 months and then they send them to the feed lot and then they go to the butcher's and then to your dinner plate! YUMM YUMM!

Check out this poem i found on the internet.....

I can hear them pounding and screaming behind my door
As I lay silently crying to myself, on the cold, bare floor
I can no longer handle their intoxicated breath
As they spit in my face, leaving a scent of death
They know that I'll stay and take all their shit
Even though I'm tired and am wanting to quit
But I don't have the guts to push down on this knife
I don't have the courage to end my shameful life
All I can do is go to sleep and dream of the end
Reality is too hard, I'd much rather pretend
So I close my eyes and take a deep breath
As I look forward to watching my death

I can hear them pounding and screaming behind my door
As I lay slowing bleeding to death on the cold, bare floor
I can feel my face grow pale as the blood continues to drain
I can sense the end of my life, the end of my pain
This day has taken so long, but has finally arrived
I'm surprised for this long I have survived
I close my eyes as a smile creeps onto my face
I have finally found a quiet, peaceful place

Then I awake to the sounds of their drunken calls
They're screaming at me as they stumble through the halls
I listen to them break glass and throw a chair
My head is throbbing, as I pull my hair
My eyes keep tearing as the turn a beat red
I scream at the top of my lungs, "I wish I was dead!"
I can hear them pounding and screaming behind my door
As I lay silently crying to myself on the cold, bare floor.

It's Like A Freight Train Comin' Your Way.....It's Comin' Your Way..... (Metallica Y'all)

yea yea... im getting tan!! :-D....im not turning into a cherry!(LOL Nicole, Andi, Mac, Lauren)

california is great, the other day we got 2 kittens for the  barn so they will eat the mice, they're so cute! Those baby donkies are due any day now, which has its good and bad points.

I can't wait until we take those dang cows and burro to auction (we're taking them on saturday!!) those things are soo annoying! In the morning when i feed the stand in fron tof the ATV and will not move! the black cow is like chasing after me and i have to literally bump the donky out of the way, which is crazy because you think he'd be afraid of the ATV.  alright well sorry to bore you with this, whoever is reading this, if you even are reading this.....im out peace!