i talked to Alex today and he told me his dreams and everything about them and how he wants to become a plastic surgeon or a brain surgeon and then he wants to move to London, England and be a doctor there and marry and have kids and then travel the world...

So hes all, im being completely serious and real about this, would you move to london, england with me?

So of course, I said yes definitely!

I love my alex hes so sweet.....

i could never imagine marrying him though, i cant even imagine seeing him more than a friend, its weird, in the beginning i saw him more than a friend and vice verse for me, but no not anymore! lol

Anyway nothing else has really been going on, other than i think i might throw up again :-(


i really hope i get better by the time that wednesday rolls around, no one even knows how bad i want to go to the vet's hospital and shadow the equine veterinarian, AFTER ALL, that is what i want to do when i am older