These last 2 days have been depressing. I haven't seen rain in 2 months and then as soon as I come back to lovely (not) Ohio there's rain. And lots of it. I feel different from when I left, I'm not the same girl that left Ohio. This summer changed me. I am more focused on what I want to do (when I'm older, like college and so on and so fourth) like I was saying, I'm more focused on what I want to do and how I want to do it and how I am going to acheive it. This summer I proved to myself that I can do whatever I want to do. I know I can. And I also know that I am going to channel that to becoming a veterinarian (speciallizing in equine and cattle [horses and cows]) A lot more things interest me now. When we were unfortunately driving back across country and leaving California all of the countryside just fascinates me. It's like all of a sudden it just came aware to me, I guess the same way that it became aware to Ansel Adams, which by the way is a brillant photographer, if I do say so myself.

Anyway, I am going back to California in December to castrate my bulls and then they will become steers. My uncle said that all I have to do is find a cheap ticket and the days that I can come out and he would pay for it. So that is what I am going to be looking out for in the upcoming months.

I pick my schedule up on Monday or Tuesday and then I get to see if I have any classes with any of my friends.

Anyway I'm out, I'm going to go back to looking up more information on colleges and such.